| does anyone still use these things??? its been forever since i've used this.. haha.. |
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| i just felt the need to write about this and share with others... the the past few months i've had a distance growing in my heart from god... i felt so alone and so empty inside and i knew i was growing distant from him but i felt like there was nothing i could do... a good friend gave me some encouraging words last night that really helped me start to get my mind ont rack about some things and then tonight while sitting at home.. i decided to watch a movie.. as i was thumbing throught he movies i found out.. walked up to the dvd player to put it in and for some reason i just put it down on top of the tv and walked back to the dvd's... i was going through them again and my fingers landed on the passion of the christ.... i watched this when it was in theaters and it really touched me.. then my parents bought it a long time ago but i never watched it.. something inside just wouldn't let me unless i really needed it.. well when i noticed it tonight i knew i just had to put it in and watch it and it would help me.. and it did... i've picked myself up and began to walk again... please keep me in your prayers as i continue to try and stay up and moving forward with my walk with christ... i honestly can't stop smiling.. its the most amazing thing ever.. i've always wondered what it was like to cry from joy.. and now i know.. its pretty strange.. but the best feeling in the world... to know that all the pain and suffering jesus christ went through was for our sins because he loves us.. each one of us.. out of the millions and today and the millions in the past and the millions to come... and to know how much god loves us..
god bless
stevie |
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| sometimes in life you just have to come to the realization that certain things aren't meant to be... as hard as it can be to let go at times... it generally is best not to hold on... holding on will do nothing but kill you...god has a plan for everything and i believe very strongly that there is reasoning behind everything that happens... but sometimes i just wish i could know what that reason is... or what that plan is... but its better to just have faith in gods works and give up control to him though... you will do nothing but beat yourself up wondering and trying to figure out this life if you dont... |
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| i know i dont really put much stuff up here anymore except for shows and what not.. so i'm sure no one really pays attention to it.. but if you happen to read this.. please do me a favor.. please keep me in your prayers...thanks..
god bless
stevie |
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| to those of you who actually read this anymore.. haha we have another show coming up..
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